sometimes...

i am grateful that i can feel much of anything.

i am glad that people worry, even if it's worry over me.

i am glad for latenight/early morning phone calls.

i am glad that i live alone.

i still want to bite my nails.

i wish my hair was short.

i stay up all night and work on projects.

i wish my cat could talk back to me.

i wish the book i'm reading now were 500 pages longer.

i want to grow up and be a doctor, so i can make people better.

i want to grow up and be a hospice nurse so i can help people have a good death.

i want to be a midwife so i can help bring healthy babies into the world.

i want to make cds all day long.

i regret eating a salad for lunch.

i wish people didn't tell me so many secrets. they are sometimes hard to carry.

i wish i could sleep for a week.

mil besos--rmg